Last weekend I was fortunate enough to
attend a Toughlove conference in Melbourne, Australia. “Toughlove is a parent support group, run by
parents for parents experiencing difficulties with their children”.
The purpose of the two day conference
was to provide information, training and motivation to nurture future leaders
of Toughlove. It was a weekend where I
experienced many mixed emotions, however a writing exercise brought together my
thoughts and experiences culminating into an epiphany of inspired personal
growth.
Given the first part of the sentence, I
wrote the following.
The
period of time in my life began when . . . . . . .
I
allowed myself to let my daughter go.
We
cannot change our children but we can change ourselves, but we can only change
ourselves when we are open and allow ourselves to change. Toughlove provides a supportive, caring,
non-judgemental environment where we can feel safe to slowly and gradually
explore different ways to implement change in ourselves which subsequently elicits
change in other people’s behaviour towards us.
One
of my favourite quotes reflects this.
“Be
the change you want to see in the world” Mahatma Gandhi
It
wasn’t until I gave myself permission to let my daughter go that I was able to
grow and move forward. Letting my
daughter make her own decisions and experience the consequences, both good and
bad, of her decisions, gave us both personal power and released me from the
guilt and powerlessness that I had been feeling.